Does it happen to you sometimes that you are really obsessed with something and you read a lot about it, you think of it, you dream of it, you devote your time to it...? It seems to me that this happens only to people like me - to people with alternative self-asteem that lack focus and need imaginative point to stick to in order to find a meaning (with prospect they would ever find any). I am the only child who was separated from the world at some stage for a while and who surfed its imagination a lot. This ability was preserved until today and from time to time this infatuation complicates my life. Statistically once in 4 months I become crazy about someone or something, usually a person or phonomenon. If I go back into the past...I was in love with New Kids On The Block and desperatelly adored Jean-Claude van Damme (he is such a smug nowadays!), smoking was kinda also my hobby, having boyfriend out of Brno was quite cool too and my crush on Harry Potter is quite well-known (ooops, and Terminator and Transformers:-)). If I don't go that back into the past...daily e-mail check is a must; having my own PC either...regardless of the Internet addiction; I became fan of American or British TV show, e.g. Dexter has been occuping my mind since January 2008 (so have been Leonard, Sheldon, Howard, Raj and Penny); going to sauna is so relaxing; good food is worth a trip; re-discovering of my childhood crush on Russian singer Yuri Shatunov (geeeh, his music is terrible though, but I love it) was a surprise; a trip to Carribean is life-long experience; exploring gay life with Brian Kinney (QAF) was a bit shocking (well, kind of Beverly Hills 90210 for gays) and phenomenon of Twilight Saga reached me unprepared and has been haunting me for past two weeks. As if I hadn't gone through all this with Harry Potter:-/.
Edward Cullen is a mysterious vampire whom I wish to bite me and Jacob Black is so sexy (actually the actor who plays him in the movie) that I bless Mother Nature for being so powerfull. Am I team Robert or team Taylor? Why is Ellen Show unavailable in CS so that I can watch the interview with Robert Pattinson? Let me applaud to YouTube, ufff:). It was so foggy today that on my way accross the parking lot I hoped to see Edward leaning onto his silver polished Volvo (isn't this ideal weather for vampires?). No silver Volvo, no Edward. No tears for Bella.
It's bedtime...Edward, I'll be with you in a jiffy!:-D