I have been away from all the problems for a week. Physicall distance that is hard to cross slightly easies all the hardship I am going through at the moment. Problems mutliply, unfortunately. I have no choice but to accept as it comes - there is nothing you can do about people who are dying. I wish I had the power. Patiently waiting for what comes next, I buried myself into world of grief to make myself ready. Is it at all possible to get ready? Lets wait and see...I will be able to tell you soon.
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unfortunately you can't get ready. You may think you are ready and you are waiting... but then you for some reason stop waiting and THEN it comes... so it can swallow you hard and unprepared :( It sucks, it hurts, it's not fair... just cry, scream, yell - do what ever feels right for YOU!!! Forget what society dictates...
I'm here, if you need an ear, sloulder - whatever!!!
cliche "it gets easier (less painful) with time" actually is true...
Hang in there!!!
Hi:-) Thanks for these warm words. I am coping quite well...crying helps. But I am constantly in a "the-death-finally-came" mode and that is so exhausting. Plus bunchload of other issue we have to focus on.
I am planning a visit but it is hard to say when due to all these issues. Sorry:(
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