New year of 2013 started quite smoothly, no hilarious celebrations. Au contraire, sad mood keeps draging on and there are no positive lights at the end of the tunnel.
The first serious hit arrived at my mail box on Wednesday mid-February - white envelope with familiar handwriting. I feared the worst and I was right. My 3rd Grandmother died on Friday February 8th 2013. Nothing more, nothing less. I knew I wouldn't make it for the Friday's funeral and had no information whatsoever. And I do not have it up to now. Silly of me to think that the guys (my ex or his sister) would contact me per my request enclosed to the condolence. They can hardly knew that I cared so much for her.
On Christmas 2012 we did not go to see her as we wanted to go the cemetry to lay the flowers to my Grandfather's grave instead. I missed my last chance to see her and will always remember the prick at my heart when she disappointingly repeated the message that I was not coming with my parents to see her on December 26th. I planned to pay her a visit some time in 2013. Apparently someone has changed his mind ... Rest In Peace, Babičko S.
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